Hey, my name is Daniel. I'm 19 years old. San Diego is where my home is. I'm a sophomore in college at Chico.
I love to run and meeting new people. I'm a very spontaneous, random, weird guy (or so my friends say).
I'm in love. I love my family, my girlfriend, and my friends.
I'm a very nice person to get along with so feel free to ask me anything.
Life is lived in the present. Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow is yet to be. Today is the miracle.
I don’t understand…. why do have feeling of giving up… Maybe it could be because of the stress of school, but i don’t know. Lately i just feel so lazy and don’t want to do anything and just hope for something or anything out of the ordinary to happen. and this laziness truly has taken a toll on me… and i am beginning to hate it. Well not hate it but dislike it, i rarely run anymore every since i got cut from the track team. And i am beginning to gain some weight and yeah i know it is just a number on a scale and i shouldn’t care, but it sure is different when you are the one experience this feeling. I see that number 184.6 and it just bums me out…. i have never weighed this much in my life. But perhaps i just feel like this because all throughout my life i was always fit and doing something. I ran track and field for around 6 years and now that this was the second time that i didn’t get on the track…. i don’t know….
Still i feel like i should be happy, i have great girlfriend and good advisers and good friend up here. A supportive family and i am still in school and doing pretty okay with my classes…. but why now…. why this feeling? Maybe this is the reason i stay up during the night. Who know…. still i really don’t know what i am going to do once i graduate from here and when i look around my girlfriend and my friends know what they are going to do. I know my girlfriend tells me she doesn’t know what she is ganna do still but i know she will get it, she has always found a way to surprise me and she always strives to move on forward. Yet i just stand here feeling like i am at the bottom…..